Sunday, June 28, 2009

无解

事情已成了定局。。
无法改变。。
我不能犯规。。。
我不敢冒险。。。
到头来还是无解。。。
我了解。。。我不再徘徊。。
历史不断重演。。。我好累。
不自觉 。。。爱到不敢冒险。。。
没有权力。。绑住你。。。
一年两年。。才看见自己的狼狈。。
不会变。。不再徘徊。。开始自己的明天。。
无法将故事再从写。。。
好希望一切没开始过。。
那我就不会狼狈。。
我恨你。。。
所有时间。。都是先给你优先权。。
离开可能是机会。。。
但我选择了忘记。。。
不自觉爱到不敢冒险。。。
对你死心。。也因为我太累。。
我躲在我世界。。。。
我了解不会变。。。。

Friday, June 26, 2009

我什么都不是.....

我不敢把你给定位。
如果我什么都不想,脑袋放空的回答你。。
那你在我的心目中就什么都不是。。
我不敢轻视你。。。我对你不重要。。
但,你是我最熟悉的陌生人。。
记得你说过,对我有过后悔。
我也恨过自己。
但这就是我的宿命。。
当机立断想与你分开。。但我没做到。。
我恨!
搞不清楚自己。。把你给连累。。
我恨!
如果当初我们这两条平衡线,没交会过。。
也许心情会好过些。
我真的不敢与你在我的心中给与什么位子。。。
也从回不去想这很难回答的问题。。
我去逃避。。但你就一一给挖出来。
我得面对。。但你曾想想我会难过吗?
我难过没对你做过什么。。
我难过你把我的手机号记在心里。。
我难过你在那该死的红绿灯,等了那漫长的十分钟。。
我难过我回答不出你的问题。。
我难过我给你带来的麻烦。。。
我难过你给别人调戏。。
我难过我给你难堪。。
我难过没给你完整睡眠时间。。
我难过。。。
但我能给你什么?
你要的是什么?
而我要的是什么?
那他要的又是什么?
我们又算是什么?
我在你心里又能是什么?
她在你心里又占什么?


Sunday, June 21, 2009

have a great time with my buddies!!

went to Genting...and we had a lot of fun in there..
so very the happy wif my lovely buddy...
since we know each other almost 8 yrs..

this are our 1st time to small small trip!!

thanks to Glian, thanks to eng eng!!
really love u guys!

Glian ! ur driving skill is very the "geng"! hahahah
thanks 4 the room...
thanks 4 the food.....
thanks 4 the fun......

thanks man!
this is the fun picture we hv took !!

she is great!! the drivin skill la...hhahha

we has a small war here..
after the war...we go "yam cha"...

we all do love this strawberry pie!!

this is me...

this is Glian..i hv no idea 4 da pic...

see the "sam pat for"

another "sam pat" shoot!! LOL
os: ini org baru kena accident.. (pecah kepala)..
wakakakak...

den we back to the room and .....we......
watch ghost movie by using Glian lappy...
till morning we onli sleep....wow...
so this is our trip...
a simple a nice trip ....i do love the simple..

~the end~


Wednesday, June 17, 2009

happy day!

Yesterday im went out wif mr. yip...hehe.....happy-nya.
both of us went to 1u 1st , cos we xiao of the sushi zanmai
...hahhhahaha....

OMG! This is sosososo nice!!

after that i feel i want to buy a shoes...hehe...
den we go shop "NOSE"....
*bling* bling*
??
something shining !!
i saw a shoes!!

tata!

den it follow me back home d....hahhahah
happy -nya....mr. yip brought 4 me!!
RM 63.00 onli
realli love it so much!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

after 1u...we went to The Curve...
cos i wan to show mr.yip one shop ...call "Daiso"
sale all thing in japan, all thing just sale RM 5 onli....
is anythings oo!
the shop is near by nicii..
the top of F.O.S
den i bought 2 things which is
a headband and a slipper 4 my cute ern ern

then we went back to my home...
i hv done something horrible to MR.YIP
muahahhahaha.....guesss wat!!

this....T.T..and......

THIS!!! lol!!

muahahhahaha....i really cant stop laughing...!!

Thanks baby!!





Monday, June 15, 2009

sigh......sigh......sigh......

14 june09, today was a lovely Sunday... many couple go pak tuo...but im alone again...as what my x post wrote im alone to movie...and alone to lunch...ya! im alone ....to go jusco kepong...then i go buy movie ticket-"Drag me to Hell". den i go uncle john restaurant to had my lunch mix dinner...the movie start on 6.45pm..7.00pm sharp i get in to the cineme box 2 sitting K10...den the movie scary and fun too...den i sit alone too..scared also no bf accompany me...sigh......

i was scared to out alone...cos when i walk on the street i saw many couple pak tuo .. . shopping ... movie...and dinner....seriously im jealous them and hate the feeling....whr hv he been? why he dosen't beside me! sigh............tats why i always alone......why i din find my frens? cos they also have thier own life wat...they wan to pak tuo also...sigh.........im soooooooooo alone !!!!!!!!

i wan to diet!!
i become a fat gal d!! so so so so so fat!
hate la....i wan diet! i wan diet!
diet diet diet diet!
MNG ,F21, topshop! wait me!!
IM COMING!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Mr Yip bought me a watch......

the watch...luv it!!

after that we go 1u lepak...
den go zhanmai sushi again.....
whahahaha....we makan ice-cream!!!lol.

this one is mine!!

Mr Yip de.....


Mr Yip Lin Huat!!

dear....thanks 4 the watch!!muakss....




hving dinner wif my dear.... Canday Say!!

Just receive a call from candy ...ask 4 dinner wif her later...
den im sure on le...cos boring at home man!!
den so xian becos of take care the monster....
and heard mama 'ngam ngam cham cham"..
just go out la..... wif out consider anythings!!
just on lo! no wait d lah...ooi!!
some body if free.... pls!! ask me out fast fast!!
hehe....jahatnya!

8.00pm i go candy hse to fetch her......
den we planing to go "sushi station" and makan!
yeahhh!!! happy.....then 2 of us non stop cakap cakap!!
very sibuk man!!

candy....


den we bbq beef...chicken....ham....lala.......
and non stop "kiepo" "kiepo"...

after that...we go desa park city's garden there lepak lepak..
cos is too full d....
den i fetch her go back her lou gong hse in taman daya. .
den we go tmn daya pasar there makan the “麦芽糖ABC"
is quite ok de....

the store....

look nice....

den we balik kampung d....hahhaha

end

so busy today....jaga monster....pengsan ald.

today i hv to take care of my nephew -calvyn lew
den i tak tahan him lo...he so hyper active de..
non stop to touch here and there....
goshhhh! beh tahan...nak jaga him!
i wan him stop ! den i pop up an idea!
........**Blink**........
bring him go gai gai!!
he like to "zuo car car" he damn enjoy!!
den i fetch him go mc D again...

hahahah..den he very diam diam ooo....
never see this situation....

he see here .....

and see there.....enjoy...hehe

den we back home d....hahaaaha....
but he is cute!!
i bring him go out ..ppl tot is my baby boy...
can feel tat...
i hope tat i also got a baby like this ....hehe....

....the end...

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

waiting....and...alone....

im waiting 4 him...
im waiting to breaksfast wif him....
im waiting to lunch wif him....
im waiting to dinner wif him....
im waiting to watch a movie wif him....
im waiting to play psp wif him....
im waiting waiting waiting....
im waiting he come back to me....
im waiting waiting waiting....
im always waiting....

if one day he 4get to come back wif me...
den wat im gonna do?
i dunno...
really dunno...
babe....pls come back early..
i hate alone...

im alone to work...
im alone to breakfast...
im alone to lunch...
im alone to dinner...
im alone to shopping...
im alone to movie...
im alone to on9...
im alone to yam cha...
im alone to oldtown...
im alone to waiting...
im so alone....
i hate u....and i love u...
but im gonna enjoy the alone...
den i onli can walk a long journey..

remember ....

U Will Never Walk Alone!!

i luv u ....

Sunday, June 7, 2009

今日geh生活过得好充实!!哈哈!

首先比我老豆吵醒啦!要去火车站载我嫲嫲!
但系,嫲嫲好似某甘早到啵!
某商干!起就起咯!跟住就落吉隆坡'yak'早餐!12点几,仲早餐?!
去吃jalan loke yew 亨记 geh 云吞面
老豆喊只半!我又喊只半!都几饱下咯!
吃完都1点半左右到啦!但系嫲嫲都仲没到站。。仲要个几钟!!
死啦!两父女要去边咧!?唔通去shopping meh?
突然间老豆话去次厂街吃“牛岚面”!
喂!大老!ngam ngam 系亨记行出黎,再上车,又话食面!
仲要系“牛岚面”个只!有病某?!
阿老豆喊到,唔通唔去meh?。。。去咯!
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。到lak!
我就parking 咯!区好开心甘落左车!完全唔理下个女geh感受!
顶!
好!齐齐落车!
我一生人最怕两件事!一,小强。二,怕热
哇大老!马来西亚d天气,大家有目共睹!你黎啦!
某商干!继续行。。区就自己行自己。。仲要行到武雷宫甘远

有版睇!

又到lak!坐底喊也!我某吃,得区吃!吃左8鸡也
又行去门口!突然间!区又话:如果吃埋个“龟苓膏”仲靓仔!
stone左!!!我无言!!!老豆你赢左!

tata!

order左!

吃吃吃!

结果就甘,系个几钟入边,吃左3样也!
云吞面”“牛岚面”通埋“龟凌膏”!
跟手行下条街嘞。。。比我睇到好似鸡蛋甘大粒geh荔枝!!
*唔知点解upload唔到张相wor?T.T
下次先再up过!

终于“”到载嫲嫲啦!
我今日做左个孝顺女!
完!







Saturday, June 6, 2009

alone to mc d .... ....T.T...den i 倒泻....pepsi.....

今天我睡到粉迟,可以说是睡到自然醒那种!
然后就去刷牙咯,下楼看baby,

这就是我家的新成员,是个女宝宝,还没取名字!
看看下就觉得肚子饿了,当然啦!因为本人我还没吃
早餐午餐,和晚餐
想到miss了这么多餐没吃,就去吃咯。
自己一个人驾车去吃。。。。。吃什么咧?!
嗯。。。吃老麦好了!
好咯!到了咯!就排队点餐咯!
我要一份qauterpowder,大的!
吃啊吃,吃啊吃!欸,有点口渴,我要喝水!pepsi
ok。。。我喝喝喝!
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
啵。。。。沙。。。。。。沙。。。
天杀的!我把汽水给到翻了!!!!
22岁人竟然可以‘倒泻水’!
坐对面的小孩。。还给我出声。。:哦!ooh。。hor。。dada。。oh!
妈妈还对那小孩说:那你再不坐下乖乖,等下就到你!
T.T...我现在很坏meh?

倒掉了咯!

没有得喝了咯!空空了!呜呜呜。。。。妈的!

没关系!我很好的嘛。。走过去叫那个工作人员清理,清理。
她们没鸟我!ok!fine!
然后我就快快闪人咯!
最厉害的是,我还去refil 才走!还要回大的tim!
哇哈哈哈哈!